Hurt
we may have increased the syllables...improved our personal intellectual apex with respect to our history and increased the time of arguing but what's changed? Let's keep it a stack..we are in the same situation....we've seen the same thing happen repeatedly...because our response is always the same...you'd think that would bring us closer as a people..a little bit..i can't lie...but not much...and there in lies the problem...we are so hurt that we refuse to like each other...will walk right past 100 brothas and sistas a day...and not even speak.....gotta be on alert all the dam time around my own dam people...and i have been part of the problem honestly....i fought somebody for stepping on my shoe....for the wrong look...literally..i helped perpetuate the cycle...and i'm sorry...i can't lie and say they were mistakes...it was pain..with no one to really talk to...it was anger..misguided...i didn't know how to love me....so i didn't know how to show love...but you grow...it get's better..as you learn yourself...you give more of yourself
